Filed June 21, 2012
So I’ll pick up with Pickman. He didn’t say much as he led me away from the tunnel. Nothing more than “Stay away from them unless you want mushrooms. Not good people. Good mushrooms. But not good people.” or “Get behind me,” this latter phrase as he would sense some kind of danger, though none ever materialized that I could tell.
He led me back away from the harbor into the west side of Boston, and into a large industrial building. I know we passed Fenway Park on the way, but I’m not sure where we wound up. The building was huge. When he closed the door and locked it down his resolve softened.
The building had a few levels to it, and while it had an industrial purpose once, it now lay idle and strewn with refuse. He was a scavenger and a packrat. The refuse was piled in categories, so he was using it for something. One pile was books, from the looks of them, horror books. A lot of Stephen King. I counted three copies of Pet Cemetery alone, but there were more, Koontz, Lovecraft, Poe, Clive Barker, Ramsey Campbell, Richard Matheson, Frankenstein, Dracula. All the stuff I read in high school before all of this happened. Good taste. Behind this pile was more, shelves, walls lined with books, separated by volume, ten or twenty of the same one, arranged by type as if the warehouse was a neurotic bookstore.
Looked like some spots in the walls had been patched and reinforced. Maybe that was what he was doing here. Didn’t get to dawdle long. He led me up to his office. It was up a couple flights of stairs, and looked like it had once been just drywall and windows, but now it was a steel cage, bars on the windows, with strategic ports in the diamond plate on the walls. Defensible. Not sure I wanted to go up. For fear I couldn’t get back out.
I asked if he could hold up for a minute while I caught my breath. He said he’d get me some water, and gave me the .45 just in case. In case of what?
The .45 gave me a sense of who he was. A .45 could shoot through the walls of his office, so he was telling me he trusts me. Easy for him to say. He wasn’t just almost eaten. He still had a hundred pounds on me and who know what kind of arsenal in that room. Plus, I knew I was valuable, and who knew what that meant.
He came back with a canteen and handed it to me, saying it was distilled and filtered. I smelled it and took a drink. It was clean and good.
His eyes wouldn’t land on anything for more than a second. He seemed almost wary.
I asked him what he does, and he came back with something completely unexpected. He said he’s a painter, but times being what they are, he doesn’t get a lot of time to paint anymore.
I asked to see his paintings and he led me up to the office. The room was larger than I thought it would be, and he’d kept the windows on the building unobstructed. Southern Exposure. The office had a bed and one wall taken up with a store of provisions, rice, flour, canned goods, supplies. He also had an arsenal in another wall, closet dedicated to ammunition. Bows and arrows hung from the ceiling. In the middle was a large table, covered with canvases, tubes of paint, rags, and the like.
He flipped the covers off of a canvas.
“Here,” he said, and then racked his rifle.
“Do you want this too?” I gave him the gun. I was at the point of believing he wouldn’t hurt me.
I looked around at the canvas, a hideous beast looked back, demonic and wild at once. It belonged on the cover of one of the books from the pile downstairs. He flipped the covering on another painting, and another. They were all the same.
It was then that I noticed something under a covering that wasn’t a painting or supplies. I tried to sneak a glance underneath it, but there was a commotion, and I only got a glimpse of dark gray fur. The door jumped open, and Pickman was grabbing his gun and shooting in an instant. I ducked for any amount of cover I could find, expecting bullets might ricochet in the steel cage. The table was fortified, and so I landed under there. From the floor I saw a feral cat, or what once had been a feral cat.
“Damned things. Demons keep attacking.”
Demons? I thought.
I stood up and looked at him in all seriousness. “Pickman, these are cats, not demons. You should be eating these when you kill them.”
He wouldn’t hear it, and this is when I figured Pickman out. He’d been a horror fan, a really ultimate fan, and confronted with the horror of the apocalypse, retreated into the worlds in his mind.
“You don’t know the people that live in Boston, they use magic, they summon demons, and send them after me. They’ll want you, but I can protect you.”
There’s things you never want to hear coming out of a psychotic’s mouth, and this is one of them, an indication of possessiveness that really just needs to be run away from.
I told him I was fine.
“No you’re not.”
I began to make my way towards the door, very slowly while I told him about my credentials and my assignment.
“I need to protect you. We must repopulate the world.”
That’s the other things you don’t want to hear. I made for the door, but he got in front of me.
“You’re not leaving.”
I kicked him in the knee, hard, but he hardly flinched. He picked me up and threw me across the room. I backed up, plotting my way around him, but he came at me fast, pushed me against the wall, and my shoulder broke a window. Glass cut my shoulder deep, and my head was bleeding too. I grabbed for anything I could and knocked him on the head. You’d think from movies and things a good blow to the head would knock him cold, but it doesn’t work that way. You have to hit people a few times. He caught my arm, and almost pinned me when the door opened and three people rushed in.
“Pickman!” they yelled.
He turned around.
“You can’t have her. She’s mine.”
This gave me the chance to break away. I kicked him in the small of the back and he dropped. I rushed over to the others, hoping they weren’t cannibals or psychotics. After today, the odds had to be in my favor.
They wound up talking him down from there. They “negotiated” my release with a copy of “I am Legend” and “The Cthulhu Mythos”, though I gather they were from the pile downstairs.
This is how I managed to come across my assignment. The people who rescued me were scavengers from Conrad Blankenship’s community. They stopped their scavenging and took me there.
They’ve been fixing me up. I got stitches in my arm and temple, and I’ve been recovering from the loss of blood under their hospitality.
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